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Thursday, 18 December 2008

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    Write eleven statements, intended for different people. Never tell which one is to who. Write things you've always wanted to tell people.

    1:  You are my hero. You have always been there for me, and even though throughout  high school i was a demon from hell, and i didnt appreciate all you did and have done for me...just know that i now see what i put you through--im sorry and i love you!

    2: You were my first love...i thought you would be my only--too bad for childish fantasy...we have always been close, and now it seems as you are drifting farther and farther away from me. just because we dont have any romantic feelings for one another, doesnt mean you can forget about me! lame. *giggles*

    3: You are the most trusting and forgiving person I have EVER known. I'm madly in love with you and there is no hiding it. you are my everything. forever.  you are my guardian angel, without you i would be nothing. i would be miserable. you make my heart giggle everytime i see you! :)

    4: You pushed me to be all that i could be in my life...im sorry i've let you down. i know i could do better, and i wish i still had you to motivate me. you were my favorite person in high school and thank you for all the advice (even though i didnt listen) i know you were only trying to help. i appreciate all your honesty!

    5: YOU. hahahaha...you...*sigh* i wont even go here. i have nothing to say to you. except for good riddens. you caused me so much pain and suffering...i tear up just thinking about how much of my soul was WASTED with you. you broke me, lifted me up and broke me again. my trust is lost for all men...my fear of anger and violence has risen undoubtedly. i loved you. a lot. but only out of fear. out of pain. i was at the point of settling with you....i was going to throw my whole life away--i would have lived a life of giving and giving...and receiving nothing in return. fuck you. good riddens.

    6: Wow...where do i start. you are the reason i've become so feministic. you hurt my mom...and you hurt me without even realizing it. you taught me NOTHING.  you have shown me NOTHING. you are a void in my life that i have learned to fill with HATRED for the male gender. thanks. and you dont even realize it either do you!?

    7: I consider you my sister. you have always been there for me, even when others werent. you make me smile. i like that. :)

    8: I've seen you grow from an annoying child, to an annoying young adult. lol. we've had our differences, and i know i've distanced myself from you in the past...but you'll understand why when you hit the stage i was in. :)

    9: We have had our ups and downs...a rollercoaster of a friendship. i will never forget the times we spent together, the "adventures" we've had. now you are so far away...and now that im in a better place in my life FINALLY, it takes me till now to realize how i truly valued your friendship and love! thank you for always being there for me...even when i was a complete jackass.

    10: I hope you grow up to be nothing like me. i hope you find your own path and learn from MY mistakes. i've made plenty. i hope your life is wonderful, with the least amount of hurt and pain that a human can have. I love you...i will always love you. nothing you do will change that. whatever trials and tribulations you have in your life, PLEASE have the trust in me to help you. i will always be here. to do everything in my power to help you through it.

    11: i have been friends with you since middle school you were my FIRST friend. you have never judged me, never pushed me aside (when it wasnt deserved by me anyway) and i know i can always confide in you about everything. thank you for being my friend...even though you smell like vampire B.O. LOVE YOU SIS!  

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